It's been too long!

Walking in the snow

I made this blog and then abandoned it but now I'm back! I'm having a really rough time right now and I need an outlet.
So many things have been going badly for me and my family. I ask what I've done to deserve such horrendous karma. I don't think I've done anything particularly bad or evil, in fact I know I haven't!

Right now I'm helping someone out, and I don't have to do it but I choose to. Sometimes I get frustrated because I hate when people are dependent on me unless it's for a job or something. I just get tired, you know? Always though, I think of what I'd want that person to do for me if I was in the same situation and I forget about being upset. I am just so crazy hormonal right now it's well...crazy! I really just need a cigarette and I think I'll be happy, at least for the 5 minutes that I'm smoking heh.
Heavy Snow

So, in the past few months Pittsburgh was hit with crazy snow storms and we were shut in for about 3-4 days! The snow was crazy! I'm originally from Texas and have never seen snow in my entire life and then to be trapped in it for so long, oh it was totally nuts! I'm pretty much over the snow for the most part, I've never wished for spring more than I do right now.

Honestly, I can not wait until I'm back in Texas! Not to offend anyone but I hate Pittsburgh so much! If I meet one nice person who's actually from here and not just relocated here, that'll be the day! I'm a nice southern girl at heart I suppose. I'm not used to these Yankees and their rudeness :P

I miss my parents so very much right now :(

I'm just a big ball of unhappy emotions right now and I hope someone notices and doesn't selfishly try to make everything about them.

My Snow Angel...sort of!